Finding myself, ♥

No one knows how to introduce himself or herself or what to say. Because people don’t know who they are with just a few years of life. Everyone is different even if you try to be like someone in your life. Everyone has his/her own favourite things, fears, everyone feels love for someone and everyone has his/her qualities.

Who am I?

Well, someone who wants to live her teenage life peacefully, going to a college, falling  in love at the right time, living life with a lot of smiles and fun and some day may have one of her dreams come true and get a medical degree. But everything   at  its time. Right now, I’m just one more girl in this world.

A girl with 14 years old, brown eyes and hair, some freckles and normal height. At first, seems like a normal girl to everyone but I don’t think so. In fact, I think I don't fit in the  normal teenage’s  society.

While everyone likes to go out, have fun outside his/her houses, have a million friends...I like to stay at home all the time, listening to Bon Iver or Florence and the Machine while reading a book or sometimes searching for new TV Shows in the internet to watch. My interests are a little bit different from my all friends. Internet is really good for the ones like me, who don’t like to mess with others and have parties all the time. I have met in the internet people like me and I have some good friends there too. Is it dangerous? Well, it may be. But going out every night and getting drunk is dangerous too, so I think I’m fine. Knowing people that like the things you love is pretty good.

I live in Lisbon, capital of our country and the largest city on here as well.

I like to eat and I don’t care about what people think. I love chocolate and ice cream. I don’t like Summer, the beach and I hate the heat and the sun. On the other hand, I love Winter! It’s like my favourite season of all the year. I like it either when it rains or when It’s cold and we have to wear boots, scarves, coats and gloves! I love watching movies and TV Shows, one of my obsessions. I have read all the books of both Twilight and Harry Potter series and I love them. I like to watch The Vampire Diaries, Supernatural, Misfits, The Lying Game, Glee, The Secret Circle and I loved the first season of Game of Thrones. One of my favourite movies is Beauty and the Beast, Disney’s classic and also The Notebook, Never Let Me Go, A Walk To Remember, 8 Mile, Twilight,The Sound of Music, American History X, Wall.E, Ratatouille &500 Days of Summer.

I love drinking water and I really hate Coke. When I was younger I did ballet for 5 years. I think I still remember to rehearse every month for the shows. I’m a little bit emotional about some things all the time, what sometimes is not good but what to do? It’s me and I won’t change for anything. At school I’m always listening to music and at home the situation is the same. My taste for music is different. At least compared  with the others. I don’t like Pop music. I really don’t like it. Sometimes I end up saying that I always like bands and singers that no one knows. Like Mumford and Sons, Bon Iver, Band of Horses, Sia, Damien Rice, Bright Eyes and the of course, The Beatles, Radiohead, Eddie Vedder, Oasis…I like Indie/folk music that has a meaning. Music where  singers write lyrics and sing them with their souls.

More? Hum, I have a crush on some celebrities like: Emma Stone, Darren Criss, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Candice Accola and Jensen Ackles. I like vintage clothes, pink and orange, I love sushi, strawberries, mango, watermelon, cartoons, sleeping, jewellery, Japanese and chinese food, smiling and I love Kristen Stewart.

A lot of people say bad things about her but as a fan I know that she’s not like that. She’s not a common Hollywood star who opens up to everyone and is fake. She’s beautiful, very talented, funny, wonderful, fantastic, true to herself and doesn’t care about what people say about her. Three years ago I didn’t know her but from the moment I was fan of hers my life changed for better, of course.

Sara Filipa is my name and I may have a clue about who I am.